staying in bed depressed is something to do
same with feeling as if you want to quit

my friend messaged me about sex and how we will think of "did i live life to the fullest" in the future
i feel like i was mean in a way in my response

i think about quitting writing now a lot
because its hard and i don't feel like i have anything to write

ugh
i just want to lay here

i should work on classwork
or study

i ate pizza today, haha pizza
i ate like eight slices and feel like shit about it

i wish i was skinny
i wish i had the dedication to exercise or eat right

a big part of my problems is that i'm not organized
or dedicated